SO......INTERESTING YET QUITE EXCITING STORY!! LAST NIGHT FRANK AND I WERE IN THE LIVING ROOM IN WHICH WE RARELY SIT IN TO WATCH TV TOGETHER(NORMALLY EITHER IN BED OR IN THE KITCHEN) HOWEVER LAST NIGHT WE WERE IN THE LIVING ROOM WATCHING TV AND ISABELLA AND ALEX WERE IN BED FOR QUITE SOMETIME SLEEPING. WHILE WE WERE WATCHING TV ISABELLA EXCERSAUCER ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE ROOM STARTED MAKING NOISES ON ITS OWN, A FEW MINUTES LATER IT CONTINUED TO DO IT.FRANK AND I JUST LOOKED AT ONE ANOTHER AND LAUGHED AND SAID "HAILEY'S HERE PLAYING!!" SO WE WENT TO BED. ISABELLA WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AROUND 3AM, I SAT IN HER ROOM FOR A FEW MINUTES ROCKING HER BACK TO SLEEP. WHILE I WAS IN HER ROOM, I HEAR THE TOYS DOWNSTAIRS START MAKING NOISES AGAIN. NOW SHE AND I WERE THE ONLY ONES AWAKE AND NOT DOWNSTAIRS. HAILEY WAS PLAYING AGAIN!! ;) THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE THAT EXCITE YA!!

I WAS WATCHING THE NEWS LAST NIGHT AND WENT TO BED IN TEARS. DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE TWO LITTLE KIDS THAT DROWNED THIS WEEK ALONE? IT GOT TO ME!! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THESE THINGS HAPPEN TO SUCH LITTLE INNOCENT CHILDREN AND THEN TO TOP IT OFF THE POOR 16 YEAR OLD THAT FOUND HER AT THE BOTTOM OF THE POOL. ITS TERRIBLE AND THESE THINGS REALLY EAT AT ME. IT BOTHERS THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO MAKE IT BETTER FOR THE FAMILIES OR MY OWN FOR THAT MATTER. I JUST FEEL LIKE I WANT TO MAKE THE PAIN OR I WANT TO DO SOMETHING TO HELP PREVENT THESE THINGS OR MAKE THE TIMES THAT ARE COMING TO THESE FAMILIES EASIER FOR THEM...I DON'T KNOW ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN THE FEELING THAT RUNS THROUGH ME...I GUESS I JUST WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE FOR SOMEONE SOMEWHERE..DOES THAT MAKE SENSE. I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A MISSION AND I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS YET??