MY DREAM ABOUT MY BUG

LAST NIGHT WAS AN INTERESTING EVENING I MIGHT SAY. I GUESS MY PREGO HARMON ES ARE RAGING AT THIS POINT AND I HAD A DREAM. I HAD A WONDERFUL DREAM ABOUT MY LITTLE BUG. I FINALLY DREAMT AND WAS ABLE TO SEE HER FACE IN COMPLETE, HOWEVER NOT ONLY WAS I ABLE TO SEE HER FACE BUT I GOT TO HOLD AND HUG HER. I LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT, IT FELT SO REAL. BUT THE DREAM ITSELF WAS WEIRD. IT WAS THAT SHE PASSED YEARS PRIOR HOWEVER SHE REAPPEARED, GOD LET US HAVE HER FOR A LITTLE WHILE. THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE DREAM I KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO HAVE TO LEAVE ME AGAIN BUT NEVER GOT TO THE POINT OF HER LEAVING, JUST CHERISHED EVERY MOMENT I HAD WITH HER AND DIDN'T SHARE HER. SHE WAS IN MY ARMS AT ALL TIMES. IT WAS WEIRD BUT LOVED THE FACT THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP I GOT TO SEE HER AND TOUCH HER. IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING FEELING IN THE WORLD BECAUSE THE DREAM FELT SO REAL.

I THEN STARTED THINKING TO MYSELF WHAT DOES THIS DREAM MEAN, WHAT IS THE MEANING BEHIND THIS DREAM...??? OR IS THERE?? I AM ONE WHERE MY MIND TENDS TO RUN AWAY WITH ME. AND I HAVE SO MANY FEARS WITHIN RIGHT NOW BEING PREGNANT, I GUESS BECAUSE I OUR PAST. I WORRY ABOUT GOING INTO LABOR THIS TIME, I WONDER IF SOMETHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME, AND THEN I FEAR ABOUT THE BABY. SO MANY EMOTIONS BUT I GUESS WITH ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED IT EXPECTED.