MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY BABY GIRL

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY BABY GIRL IN HEAVEN. WE MISSED YOU NOT BEING THERE AGIAN THIS YEAR, IT NEVER SEEMS TO GET EASIER, MAYBE EVEN HARDER WITH OUT YOU MY LOVE!! I ALWAYS FINDING MYSELF ASKING I WONDER WHAT YOU WOULD LOOK LIKE RIGHT NOW OR HOW YOU WOULD REACT TO SANTA COMING ON CHRISTMAS MORNING. THEN I THINK BACK TO YOUR FACE WHEN YOU SAW THE KITCHEN SET THAT YEAR AND I SMILE, THEN OF COURSE I CRY BECAUSE I GET UPSET THAT THERE WEREN'T MOR CHRISTMAS'S LIKE THAT WITH YOU. BUT I SHOULD BE HAPPY I GOT THAT WITH YOU. YOU WERE SPECIAL AND FOREVER I WILL KNOW THAT IN MY HEART. I REMEMBER THAT MORNING LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY, YOU HAD A POOPIE DIAPER AND IT DIDN'T PHASE YOU, YOU COULD CARE LESS. YOU HAD YOUR BROTHER AND YOUR NEW KITCHEN SET AND THAT WAS ALL THAT WAS IMPORTANT. NOW YOUR BROTHER ON THE OTHER HAND WAS HOLDING HIS NOSE AND I SNAPPED PICTURES OF THE TWO OF YOU!! I MISS YOU MY BUG!! I A M SOO SORRY THAT I DON'T GET ON HERE AS OFTEN AS I DO. BUT IA M SURE YOU OF ALL PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THAT I CANNOT ALLOW MYSELF TO MISS A BEAT OF TIME WITH YOUR SISTER. I WATCH HER AND I SEE YOU BABY GIRL!! SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL JUST LIKE YOU!! I KNOW SHE WAS A PIECE OF HEAVEN GIVEN TO US BY YOU!! AND I THANK YOU, I THANK YOU EVERYDAY HAILEY......... I MISS YOU AND PLEASE KNOW THAT NO ONE HAS REPLACED YOU,SHE IS A CONSTANT POSITIVE REMINDER OF YOU. I LOVE HER, YOU AND ALEX ALL EQUALLY AND NO ONE COULD EVER CHANGE THAT. HAVE ANOTHER MERRY CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR WITH JESUS BABY GIRL. I LOVE YOU!!