ALWAYS ON MY MIND
I AM SITTING HERE WATCHING TV ND A COMMERCIAL CAME ON. ACTUALLY IT WASN'T A COMMERCIAL IT WAS A COMING ATTRACTION FOR A MOVIE THE LAST NIMSY OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. IT HAD A LITTLE GIRL IN IT SITTING AT THE KITCHEN TABLE WITH I GUESS WHAT APPEARED TO BE HER OLDER BROTHER AND THE BROTHER SAID SOMETING ABOUT HER CHEWING ON A DEAD COW AND SHE MUMBLED SOMETHING WITH ALL OF THE FOOD IN HER MOUTH AND I LOSE IT. IT MADE ME THINK THAT THAT COULD HAVE BEEN ALEX AND HAILEY SITTING AT THE TABLE AND ALEX TEASING HER AND ME GETTING TO HEAR HER LITTLE VOICE RESPOND. BUT WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THTA LITTLE VOICE SOUNDS LIKE OR WHAT HER LITTLE FACE WOULD HAVE GROWN INTO. WHETHER SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN A MODEL OR AN ACTRESS OR EVEN A DOCTOR, SHE WOULD HAVE MADE A DIFERENCE IN THIS WORLD THAT I AM SURE OF AS FOR THE SHORT 23 MONTHS THTA SHE WAS HERE SHE MADE SUCH A DIFFERENCE IN MINE. IT HURTS DAY IN AND DAY OUT WHEN I SEE OTHER FAMILIES TOGETHER AND I KNOW NOTHING IS MISSING YET SOMETHING IS MAJORLY MISSING IN MINE.
posted by Angel In Disguise at 3/22/2007 09:44:00 PM
2 Comments:
Amanda, I love that pic of Hailey with the bra around her head- too cute!!
She used to go in my dining room after I did laundry and take all of the clothes that I had hanging to dry and put them on!!She was histerical with that and there was only certain things she did it with for example my black bra and Alex's yellow shirt with the blue stripe going down the middle. Everyday she would put that shirt on and walk around calling herself Alex!!
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