YA KNOW ITS FUNNY BECAUSE ALL DAY I DID NOT STOP THINKING OF HER ON EASTER. I THOUGHT ABOUT MY LITTLE GIRL ALL DAY. I WONDERED IF SHE WAS THERE PLAYING WITH THE KIDS,ETC... NOW BACK UP FOR A SECOND AND THIS COULD MEAN NOTHING AT ALL BECAUSE I DON'T LIVE IN JANESSA'S HOUSE TO SEE IF THIS HAPPENS OFTEN OR NOT BUT ON THREE SEPARATE OCCASIONS WHEN I WAS AT MY SISTERS HOUSE THIS HAPPENED. THE FIRST TIME WAS WHEN I WAS WATCHING SARAH BECAUSE JANESSA WAS IN LABOR WITH GABE, I WAS AT THEIR HOUSE AND I SPOKE TO HAILEY AND TOLD HER TO GO WATCH OVER THEM AND MAKE SURE MY SISTER WAS OKAY. THE SECOND TIME WAS WHEN MY SISTER WAS TAKEN BY AMBULANCE BECAUSE SHE WAS REALLY SICK AND COULDN'T BREATH, I AGAIN WAS AT THEIR HOUSE WATCHING SARAH AND GABE, I ASKED HAILEY TO GO MAKE SURE JANESSA WAS OKAY AND TO MAKE SURE SHE CAME HOME. THE THIRD TIME THIS HAPPENED WAS THE OTHER DAY ON EASTER, AS I SAID I WONDERED ALL DAY IF HAILEY WAS THERE WITH THE KIDS AND FELT AS THOUGH SHE WAS LIKE I ALWAYS DO FOR SOME REASON WHEN I AM AT JANESSA'S, IT'S KIND OF WEIRD I GUESS MAYBE I FEEL THAT WAY BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE WE STAYED WHEN IT FIRST HAPPENED I DON'T KNOW....BUT THE FIRST TIME I STAYED AT JANESSA'S AND ASKED HAILEY TO GO WATCH OVER HER AUNT AND HER NEW COUSIN ON THE WAY, JANESSA'S FRONT DOOR POPPED OPEN COMPLETELY ON IT OWN, THE NEXT TIME I STAYED THERE FRANK AND I WERE IN THE LIVING ROOM AFTER THEY TOOK JANESSA AND I KEPT GETTING UP TO CHECK ON THE BABY AND SARAH AND BEING NERVOUS ABOUT MY BIG SISTER ON MANY OF MY TRIPS TO THE BEDROOM TO CHECK ON THEM I WOULD ASK HAILEY TO MAKE SURE SHE IS THERE WATCHING OVER MY SISTER...AS I WENT TO CHECK ON THE KIDS AFTER ASKING HER, JANESSA'S FRONT DOOR POPPED OPEN...WHELP THIS TIME IT SCARED ME AND I MADE FRANK GO MAKE SURE NO ONE WAS THERE, HOWEVER IT CLICKED THAT WAS HAILEY LEAVING TO GO WATCH JANESSA, AND NOW FINALLY THIS EASTER SUNDAY EVERYONE WAS AT JANESSA'S HOUSE AND ALL THE KIDS WERE PLAYING AND I WONDERED WHAT SHE WOULD BE DOING HAD SHE BEEN THERE WITH US AND I WONDERED IF SHE WAS THERE PLAYING WITH THE KIDS WE JUST COULDN'T SEE HER, IT WAS LATER THAT NIGHT AND FRANK AND I WERE GETTING READY TO GO HOME AND AS I WALKED OUT OF JANESSA'S LIVING ROOM TO GET OUR COATS FROM THE OTHER ROOM THE FRONT DOOR POPPED OPEN ,LIKE SHE KNEW WE WERE ALL LEAVING SO IT WAS TIME FOR HER TO GO AS WELL.....BUT LIKE I SAID WHO KNOWS FOR ALL I KNOW "JANESSA IT MAY JUST BE TIME FOR A NEW DOOR!!"..LOL!! BUT LET ME THINK WHAT I WANT ....OKAY???LOL!!!

I MISS HER AND I JUST KEEP WONDERING IF WE ARE ALL GOING TO GET LITTLE GLIMPSES OF HER IN THE NEW ON THE WAY BABY!! IT WOULD BE SOMETHING SPECIAL IF WE DID!! HER BIRTHDAY IS COMING IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS..SHE WOULD BE 3....HMMMMM WHAT WOULD WE HAVE BOUGHT YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR......LET ME THINK ABOUT IT AND I WILL LET YOU KNOW BECAUSE I PROBABLY WILL GO OUT AND BUY IT AND BRING IT TO HER DAYCARE CENTER.