I WANT.....................................

I WANT TO CRY RIGHT NOW I WANT TO GO HOME AND BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF HER RIGHT NOW. I WISH I COULD JUST GO HOME AND PLAY WITH HER, FEED HER,HOLD HER, HUG HER ETC... IT HURTS RIGHT NOW ALOT AND I WANT THIS FEELING TO GO AWAY RIGHT NOW!! I CN HEAR HER LAUGHING IN MY HEAD, I CAN SEE HER SMILE, I CAN HEAR HER CALL MY NAME, I CAN HEAR HER YELL AT ALEX, I CAN HEAR HER LITTLE FOOTSTEPS RUN TO THE FRONT DOOR WHEN SHE KNOWS HER DADDY IS HOME. I WANT THOSE THINGS BACK!! AND I WANT THEM BACK RIGHT NOW!!