"The Heart"

Last night I was going through Alex's school work, Almost on every sheet of paper or project he had to do, he related it to his little sister. One project was a four leaf clover and he had to write his wishes on it, he wished for his little sister to come back. I cried! This is killing us as adults only imagine what it has done to that little boy. Another was his weekly sentences for his vocabulary words, and the word was buried. Whelp the sentence I'm sure you can figure out what he used. It hurts and it hurts that I cannot fix his little heart. Aunt Lois gave me pictures from Christmas Eve this past year at my Dad's house. The picture with all of the children and grand children in it together, behind us was the T.V. if you look at the T.V. the music channel was on and in every picture the background says "The Heart" in every one of those pictures with Hailey in it. I don't know maybe I am reading too much into this but I feel like was someone trying to tell us something then or are they just getting their point across now??
I think she would have had a blast this summer. I know I had so many plans with her. I couldn't wait to do so many things. We were going to go to the beach, walk to get italian ices, walk down to the playground,camping etc... I cannot explain the things I wanted to do with them this summer now that she was old enough to actually enjoy them. I miss her and I'm sure I will forever. It's just not fair that we cannot lower the stair case just to go up and visit her!

This picture is of Hailey and Delaney. Hailey had a thing with picking at Delaney's hair and sticking her fingers in her mouth like a monkey. She would poke around in her hair like she was picking stuff out of it. It was too funny!