ITS HERE AGAIN......
Where do you start, its here again….except now its two years since she left our world. Still we wonder why, I am sure that will always be a question! Life is always interesting…. Here we are at this moment again, yet now we have a little girl again in our lives. I thought it would maybe ease the pain, however now all we do is question “ and there could be 5 of us instead of 4”…..
Maybe it sounds selfish, but I think we have earned that right. We are okay though. We cry together and we laugh at the memories we had with her. We have also I think accepted this is our life. This is who we are. She made us who we are today. The outlook of life within my household has changed since dramatically. Frusteration or rushing the days just doesn’t exist in our world. The lessons we were taught are amazing….. .
Life is not perfect by any means, however you are given a deck of cards from day one and how you play them is how the rest of your life will be molded for you!!
We miss her,we miss her with every ounce of heart and sole we have, however I do believe she is watching all of us and knows every thought that runs through our heads.I believe she sent us little Isabella to help mend or ease the pain a ltttle. But I also hop she knows it will never ease that pain entirely nor make us forget her at any given point of the day.
Two years has flown by, and here we are still with no answers nor any direction on getting the answers or able to blame someone. We have decided not to pursue blaming someone, we think three strikes and we are out so to speak. We were denied by three different attorneys, the only answer I have for that is Hailey is telling us in her own way to give up and let it go.
We love you bug and miss you!! Please think of our bug today and take a minute from your day to say a prayer for her as well as her brother & sister.
Maybe it sounds selfish, but I think we have earned that right. We are okay though. We cry together and we laugh at the memories we had with her. We have also I think accepted this is our life. This is who we are. She made us who we are today. The outlook of life within my household has changed since dramatically. Frusteration or rushing the days just doesn’t exist in our world. The lessons we were taught are amazing….. .
Life is not perfect by any means, however you are given a deck of cards from day one and how you play them is how the rest of your life will be molded for you!!
We miss her,we miss her with every ounce of heart and sole we have, however I do believe she is watching all of us and knows every thought that runs through our heads.I believe she sent us little Isabella to help mend or ease the pain a ltttle. But I also hop she knows it will never ease that pain entirely nor make us forget her at any given point of the day.
Two years has flown by, and here we are still with no answers nor any direction on getting the answers or able to blame someone. We have decided not to pursue blaming someone, we think three strikes and we are out so to speak. We were denied by three different attorneys, the only answer I have for that is Hailey is telling us in her own way to give up and let it go.
We love you bug and miss you!! Please think of our bug today and take a minute from your day to say a prayer for her as well as her brother & sister.
posted by Angel In Disguise at 1/16/2008 09:19:00 AM
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