YOU FOUR!!!

YOU WOULD BE FOUR TODAY, GOD THE TIME FLEW BY. WOULD IT HAVE IF YOU WERE STILL HERE?? HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL! WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. WE WILL THINK OF YOU ALL DAY TODAY!! MOMMY,DADDY,ALEX,ISABELLA,JANESSA,JOHN,SARAH,GABE,MIMI AND POPPY BOLUGHT YOU A SPECIAL PRESENT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY! IT WILL HELP PEOPLE STAY DOWN THERE LONGER TO SEE YOU!! IT WILL ALSO LOOK REALLY PRETTY!
I HOPE YOUR HAVING A SPECIAL DAY AND I HOPE YOU ARE DOING SPECIAL THINGS TODAY FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!! NO BOWLING OR SHOWERING THOUGH TODAY, MAKE IT A NICE DAY!! LOL!!
I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR HAILEY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

THIS MAKES ME SICK....

THESE ARE THE THINGS IN LIFE THAT MAKE ME SICK!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PROPLE!!! SHE WAS AN INNOCENT DEFENSELESS LITTLE GIRL!! I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THESE PEOPLE ARE ABLE TO HAVE CHILDREN!! HERE I DID EVERYTHING RIGHT BY MY CHILD AND SHE WAS TAKEN FROM ME AD I DIDN'T WANT HER TO LEAVE. THESE IDIOT(PUTTING IT NICELY) KILLED THEIR BABY!!

YORK, Pa. — A 2-year-old girl died after being beaten with a video game controller by her mother’s boyfriend, police said Tuesday.
Darisabel Baez’s mother overheard the beating Sunday but did nothing until she realized the girl was unconscious, police said. The girl was pronounced dead late Monday at Hershey Medical Center, police Lt. Ron Camacho said.
Homicide was added to the list of charges against Harve Johnson on Tuesday; he was already in jail on counts including aggravated assault and reckless endangerment.
The girl’s mother, Neida Baez, was charged with endangering the welfare of a child.
It was clear from the bruises and other injuries on the little girl’s body that Sunday was not the first time she had been abused, Dauphin County coroner Graham Hetrick told WGAL-TV. He said it was one of the worst cases of child abuse he has ever seen.
Baez, 19, called for an ambulance Sunday and said Johnson had brought the unconscious child to her, limp and wet from an attempt to revive her in a bathtub, a police affidavit said.

Johnson, 26, acknowledged beating the girl with a video game controller but did not say why, police said. Baez said Johnson had abused the girl in the past and that she heard the girl scream after Johnson beat her Sunday, according to the affidavit.
Det. Dana Ward said Baez was charged because she did not intervene or try to get help for Darisabel.
Johnson and Baez remained in custody Tuesday. His bail was set at $200,000; hers was $25,000.
Through police, family members declined requests for interviews Tuesday. Court officials said they did not know whether Johnson and Baez had lawyers to speak for them.

DON'T LEAVE ANYMORE BEHIND....

I CAN ONLY WONDER IF IA M DAMAGED MENTALLY...LOL DID LOSING YOU MESS ME UP IN THE HEAD?OR DID IT MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON/MOM THAT I AM TODAY? LIFE HAS SUCH A WAY OF TEACHING YOU LESSONS.I JUST WISH THIS PAIN, THIS EMPTINESS,THIS HURT WOULD GO AWAY. BUT WE ALL KNOW THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY TO MAKE ALL THESE FEELINGS GO AWAY. HER BIRTHDAY IS COMING AND I FIND MYSELF FEELING GUILTY THAT ASIDE FROM SOME SORT OF SPECIAL CHAR ACTOR OF FLOWER, I CAN'T MAKE HER BIRTHDAY SPECIAL FOR HER. I FEEL LIKE I DON'T KNOW MY BABY ANYMORE. SHE WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME, I DON'T KNOW WHO SHE'D BE TODAY, HOW SHE WOULD SOUND,HOW LONG HER HAIR WOULD BE,WHAT SHOWS SHE WOULD WATCH. I CAN ONLY TAKE THIS AS "ANOTHER LESSON IN ANOTHER CHAPTER"AS THEY SAY. BUT DAMN MY BOOK HAS AN AWFUL LOT OF CHAPTERS IN 27 YEARS. NOT THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF BECAUSE I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT EVEN AFTER THIS ALL I LOVE MY LIFE, I LOVE WHO I AM. I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHO I AM. I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOY AND A BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL. I ALSO HAD A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, THAT GOD PICKED ME TO HAVE AND RAISE FOR 21 MONTHS. SHE WAS MINE AND A PIECE OF HER WILL ALWAYS BE MINE. I AM HONORED THAT HE CHOSE ME AND I WOULDN'T CHANGE ANY OF IT(OTHER THAN IF I COULD GET HER BACK.) BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN...

BUT PLEASE GOD..................DON'T TAKE ANYMORE FROM ME....................PLEASE DON'T TAKE AND LEAVE ANYMORE HURT BEHIND......................